freaking out freaking out freaking out freaking out freaking out

asianmichelle:

my mind is going 100 miles a minute right now.

just a few clicks of the mouse and i could be full time within the next 48 hours.

i need just one more class to open up, and i can get back into the swing if things.

if not, i’m at least still full time, but in the bitch way of only have 4 classes and 12 credits, instead of 5 and 15. (which, incidentally, was our record when I played field hockey at Villa Julie)

i need this, but do i want it? of course i want it… i do, i really do. my parents. i need to make them not hate me anymore. i need to prove myself.

one more class to have a decent schedule. my minds racing, my stomach is turning, my hands are shaking (i sound like an oh, the story! song). i want to scream so bad right now, just because it’s all built up inside and has been for the past two hours and it’s driving me crazy.

I’M FREAKING OUT.

Good luck, ily. This is going to be me in a few months…

2 years ago  /  1 note  /